Thursday, February 22, 2007
It's 11:17 and I'm Crying
What's wrong with me? I am so blessed. I have a job that I enjoy, I'm able to pay my bills, I'm healthy, and compared to most of the world, I'm wealthy. I know Jesus. I have wonderful friends, family and a church. So why do I feel this way? Why do I beat myself up so much? Why do I feel like I don't deserve anything good? Why can't I be more spiritual, more focused, more prayerful, more grateful, an overall better person? Why can't I just focus on Jesus and be okay? Not struggle so much? Why do I ask so many questions? What is wrong with me?